Why MUST you, why WILL you end suffering as it arises?
For my body to feel good. My basic illness Gillian Barré will get worse if I am not positive. Then I can die. Because it is deadly. So my state is to bee happy.
Why will you live in a BEAUTIFUL state every day no matter what? What would TRANSFORM if fear were no longer a part of your life?
I took my fear away because I did not get anywhere. When the fear disappeared then I understood that my mission is to serve. Then for the first time I felt good. So being positive means life to me. It means I can be me.